Wise words

"When you touch the bottom, the only way left is upwards!"

Thanks Kia x

Four months later

Restlessness and uneasiness haven’t abandoned me completely, but I can hold them down.
Do I feel better? Kind of.
I know where the solution lies: I MUST take a decision.
So I followed an advice I’ve read few days ago on a magazine: “you should examine all the elements, information and facts that are available to you and take out meticulously whatever is superfluous or pointless. It will not suffice to you to be able to select. You will need to be relaxed and very patient.”

So I tried to relax and started selecting .
The feeling was that most of what I had was pure, useless rubbish. A shapeless and cumbersome mass of thoughts and words which had no use at all.
I couldn’t move, think, see, reason.

Have I taken a decision? I am not sure yet. Sometime I believe so, other times I still stagger confused.